Anne
Greene here.
Just
two weeks ago I committed to a speaking engagement in Texas. But I had a
problem.
I
live just north of Dallas and traffic is horrendous. I have very little sense
of direction, but I do have my trusty GPS. So arriving at my destination thirty
miles away through heavy traffic was not the problem.
I’ve
recently gained a bit of weight, but I still fit into my clothes, so that was
not the problem.
I
love to speak to book clubs, but this book club boasted between seventy-five to
one hundred members. I’d never spoken for one hour to such a large group.
Normally at a book club the members all buy the book I’m speaking on and then
we discuss the book.
This
club operated differently. They wanted a review of my book—by myself, the
author. Well, that sounded like loads of fun. I could give myself a five star
review, because I really do think my book deserves five stars. So that was not
the problem.
The
problem is that I’m a total introvert. I love speaking to book clubs because
they are usually small, intimate groups of between five and twelve people. I
can do that. Another problem was, I’d never spoken to such a large group.
So,
about a month before my time to speak, a pall of dread descended over me. The
horror of speaking to a large group grew and magnified inside my mind. I would
look out over the group and freeze. I would forget everything I had to say. My
soft voice would not carry to the audience. Since this was a secular group,
there might be a heckler in the audience—a person who didn’t like inspirational
writers.
And
so my dread grew.
Since
I’ve become a writer, the Lord has taken me far out of my comfort zone so many
times I should be accustomed to the nerves and tension. But I’m not.
Just
a few days before my scheduled talk, I was in a mental and emotional frenzy.
As
I was thinking on my problem, God brought to my mind another time He’d forced
me out of my comfort zone. That week he’d given me a precious verse. Deuteronomy 31:8 – The Lord Himself goes
before you, and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do
not be afraid; do not be discouraged.
During
those previous difficult days God had been with me. He had gone before me, and
He had smoothed the way. The moment the Lord brought that verse back to my
mind, every single shed of fear left me. I had only to look back at what He had
done during that other time of acute distress and remember what He did for me.
I had complete peace. And the peace lasted until the speech, during the speech,
and after the speech.
The
talk was a success, and I actually enjoyed myself in front of that audience.
So,
once again, God taught me that I am not alone. I don’t need to face my fears
alone. I don’t need to slip outside my comfort zone alone. He goes before me,
and He is always with me. Even in something as insignificant as speaking to a
group.
So
it’s good to remember where God has taken us before and how He was with us at
that time. And remember the verses He’s given us. We may need them again. I
found I need this one often.
A
MARRIAGE COVENANT
Why does a handsome,
powerful noble of the highest rank in England stoop to marry a mere Lady of
Lowland Scotland?
A
GREAT SECRET
Are the whispered
stories about him true? With his shadowy past and strange behavior what awful
secret does he hide? Each change of clothes transforms him into a different
man.
AN
IMPOSSIBLE CHOICE
Can Lady Cailin keep her
vow to make her marriage happy and successful, unlike that of her parents, or
to save her unborn child, must she arrange for the Duke’s accidental death?
ANNE GREENE delights in writing about
wounded heroes and gutsy heroines. Her second novel, a Scottish historical, Masquerade
Marriage, won the New England Reader Choice award, the Laurel Wreath
Award, and the Heart of Excellence Award. The sequel Marriage By Arrangement released in December, 2013. A Texas Christmas Mystery also won several
awards. She makes her home in McKinney, Texas. Tim LaHaye led her to the Lord
when she was twenty-one and Chuck Swindoll is her Pastor. View Anne’s travel
pictures and art work at http://www.AnneGreeneAuthor.com.
Anne’s highest hope is that her stories transport the reader to an awesome new
world and touch hearts to seek a deeper spiritual relationship with the Lord
Jesus. Buy Anne’s books at http://www.PelicanBookGroup.com.
Or at http://www.Amazon.com.
Visit http://www.anneswritingupdates.blogspot.com
for information on writing an award-winning novel.
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