I'm a wife. I'm a mommy to two of the
cutest kids on the planet (and not biased at all, nooooooo), who I home school.
I'm a writer, mostly of historicals. I'm an editor for my husband's publishing
company. I helped found a review organization. I've now worked with three
different publishers.
And for a while there, I had no idea where
I was going.
I remember standing in our church basement,
leaning against a table. My kids were playing in the nursery just down the
hall, the lights were off behind me, on in front of me. We were getting ready
for a Bible study, and at the moment, it was just me and my husband and my
parents there. The subject--whether or not I would attend the ACFW conference
coming up in a few short months.
I'd gone the year before, pitched a
contemporary. I'd felt good about it at the time, but no leads had panned out.
So in the meantime, I'd launched A Stray Drop of Blood, had
done a tour for that, and was hard at work on Jewel of
Persia. Both of these biblicals were for WhiteFire Publishing, my
husband's small press. We were launching other authors after JoP came out,
which meant I was now an acquisitions editor as well as an author.
But I'd always been an author with big
dreams. I wanted fame, I wanted big advances, I wanted to walk past people
reading my books on the beach, in the airports, in waiting rooms. But more and
more over the last few weeks, I heard the Lord asking me, "And what if I
want you right here?"
So that afternoon in the summer-warm
basement of my church, I leaned against a folding table and said, "You
know, I don't think I'm going this year. I don't see the point. I've spent the
last six months working on a book I'm not pitching, because it's for WhiteFire.
I've already pitched everything else I have ready, and no one wanted any of it.
I don't know what I'd do. I don't know where I am. But I can't shake the
feeling that next year I will know. That right now, I should
just focus on WhiteFire and trust that this time is a time for
rest."
That was probably the clearest, and most
right-on advice I've ever received from the Lord...well, that I understood was
completely of Him. ;-) For the rest of that year, I focused on building
WhiteFire, on promoting my biblicals. Of course, I still checked in on other
projects with other editors, but I was okay where I was. I knew that it was
exactly where the Lord wanted me.
But it was just after the new year, in
2011, when I got a rather out-of-the-blue email from the editor at Summerside
Press. It said something along the lines of "We have an opening in
December, and I think Love Finds You in Annapolis would be a
perfect fit--how fast can you get it to me?"
Now, Annapolis was
barely more than halfway finished at that point, so focused had I been on my
other projects. But being the over-achiever I am, I said, "Give me two
weeks," and proceeded to write 25K in the next 8 days. In March, I got the
good news that it had been accepted--my first major deal! I knew, knew with
every fiber of my being that it was news that wouldn't have come had I not been
obedient.
Because it was news that would have meant
something completely different a year earlier. When I received it at that
point, I had finally found peace with small beginnings, with blooming wherever
He planted me. I had found freedom in writing the stories of my heart. I had
found joy in my right-now, in my right-here.
And oh, how I saw the Lord's timing had
been perfect! Over the next six months, sales boomed on my biblical titles with
WhiteFire. Annapolis released in December, and while it
certainly didn't top any charts, it sold well. Well enough that Harvest House
didn't mind taking a risk on me and signing me for a 3-book deal, the Culper
Ring Series. I'd nearly given up on this idea that follows America's first spy
ring through the Revolution and then explores the what-ifs of their
continuation through the next century, but I was so, so blessed to find an
editor that loved it every bit as much as me. I love that as I dug into the
history, I found that the story wasn't just cloaks and daggers, it was ordinary
people like you and me who made a difference by getting up each day and looking
for ways to change their world. What life-lessons and opportunities would I
have missed had I not pitched the idea to my editor on a God-inspired
whim?
And then, before the first book,
Ring of Secrets, even released, they offered me
another 3-book deal for Let Me Count the Ways, a series
following the life of Elizabeth Barrett Browning and a secondary character.
That totally floored me!
So here I sit, feeling the faithful
promises of the Lord in a way I'd begun to think I never would. I can look at
WhiteFire's growth and know that it is possible because I obeyed. I can see
that my biblicals have sold as many copies as my big press book and know that,
yes, the Lord's hand was there when He told me to be still and wait, to write
those stories He put on my heart. And I can pick up my beautiful copy of my
brand-new Ring of Secrets and smile, because I now have
another wonderful publishing home that has put their full faith behind
me.
Part of me still wants to be a bestseller,
to be an award-winner. But at this point, my lesson has been learned. I don't
need accolade or hefty checks or name recognition. I only need that peaceful
knowledge that I am where He wants me. That I am who He wants me to be. And
that my stories are His stories.
The Ring of Secrets book
trailer!
This baby is pretty cool, gotta say. Wonderful British voice-over that they found!
This baby is pretty cool, gotta say. Wonderful British voice-over that they found!
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